Fucking Amy, good friends delivering divine messages
I absolutely forgot that I'm a creator. I didn't even really see myself that way (even though I bang out 3 meals a day everyday, bake bread, etc.) -- it seemed like mom stuff and not creative at all. I was doing the ho-hum of daily life.
Things have shifted a lot recently. I've taken my mediation practice very seriously (which really means pausing joyfully, looking forward to it rather than treating mediation as another chore) -- the result of workshops with my teacher and our community energy. Basically, the more you Pause, the more you get divine messages. I guess we are always receiving divine messages, but now I can actually feel and receive them (Spirit makes you work for it, I gotta Pause and tune in everyday because this energy is whispy and elusive; totally unlike muscle memory).
Messages started to pour in on the daily.
"Every moment is sacred." I get to make lunch. I get to mother 4 kids. I get to go to the grocery store. Subtle and powerful, just a mind a shift. One of our reiki precepts is "work diligently" -- that really means, "look, you're gonna have to do this thing right now that you don't wanna do, so find a way to get your groove on, make it as fun as you can, no attachment to the outcome).
I got a text message from Amy (one of my besties and moms from our beloved preschool in Hollywood). I could feel the weight of the text. This was a direct message from God and I knew it. I didn't open her text message. I didn't want to read it. I was so annoyed with her. "That fucking bitch, she had to text me." But I wasn't really mad, I knew that I was being asked to do something and reacted like a petulant child.
I decided to be obedient. I started up this blog and oh my goodness -- I love writing so much. I know that chat GPT is all the rage, so wonderful and helpful, but it's different when you are just writing straight from inside of you. I found an old YouTube channel that I had created and started adding some no cut shorts from daily living and creating!!! It's fun to play!!!!! I am totally a creator (we all are, we just forget). If you are reading this blog, I'm here to remind you friend,
