Manifest My Desire

I almost sent my Reiki teacher a message today to meet for tea, but then hesitated.  I want to send energy to my future.  I have a clear goal.  I'm going to send energy to my son's birth.  My gut is saying that he will arrive soon, very soon.  I can hardly wait for meditation and reiki tonight.

I feel so peaceful.  I'm more mindful and connected.  I feel confident over my decisions.  I feel more connected to my children and husband.  In sum, I feel empowered.  This rocks.

Labels: past healing, reiki

Posted by Oni at May 02, 2012 | Permalink | Comments

I have pictures that clearly show the fear in my face prior to pushing out my girls.  I didn't have any confidence that my body could vaginally deliver two babies.  I was consumed with worry and anxiety.  I'm just not in that head space anymore.  I feel confident and joyful to labor and deliver my son.  Pumped would be an accurate statement.

I wasn't surprised that my past self didn't need much Reiki.  I've done the work already -- meditation, talking to my baby, sound bath at the Integratron, Reiki circles, etc.  It makes sense that previous-me was in a good place, because I am currently in an amazing place.

YAY!!!  Done with my 30 days, but maybe I'll do a few more for good measure;)

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Labels: past healing

Posted by Oni at April 19, 2012 | Permalink | Comments