Tuesday, November 1, 2011

At Peace, Be

I was invited to be part of a psychic workshop, for a lack of better words.  Essentially, Salsa had seen a hypnotherapist (Doc).  One of Doc's patients through hypnotherapy was able to connect to the divine light and be a channel.  In other words, in this state of mind, she can scan someone's body, communicate with divine energy/spirit guides and tell a person about their physical, emotional and spiritual health.

Salsa, A. Daria and I decided to go.  It FUCKING rocks to have a posse that is on the same wavelength as me.  They just get it. In turn, they help me get it.  GRATEFUL.

20 or so women all huddled together in a small apartment in Santa Monica.  My scan was beautiful. Here are some highlights:

  • I meditate beautifully
  • I'm blessed
  • I came into this world out of curiosity, I came to the workshop out of curiosity
  • My chakras and aurora looked great
  • I was told to keep doing what I was doing
  • My babies are doing great
  • I have good genes, but on a genetic level, I have hormonal imbalance (true dat, diabetes is rampant in my family)
Afterwards, I thought -- "okay, that's lovely.  but shit man, I'm supposed to do something.  i'm supposed to make a tangible difference.  i'm supposed to do good. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?"  I discussed with Salsa and A. Daria.

We all headed back to the car and 2 women were outside chatting.  I got a tangible sign from the divine.  They sparked up a conversation.  Out of the blue, the essentially told me that my I vibrated at a high level and I was contributing to making the world a better place by simply being.  They told me to send healing energy to Mother Earth, she needs it.  I will do so as soon I complete my Reiki II next year.

Simply being?  But.. but... but... what about having to suffer, hard work, etc.  Life isn't easy, right?

WRONG.

I meditated that night and asked the divine, "show me the next steps."  I heard a distinct voice, the voice of God and I was told:  Enjoy your life.  Be happy and grateful.  You are contributing by doing good, raising your children and by being.

I think I finally get it.  Be in the present. 

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Monday, October 24, 2011

Dads

Saturday nights meditation was surreal.  I had a clear sign to be on the look out for a full moon, reddish color, and lightning bolts.  I have no idea what any of this means.  But I'm on the lookout.
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Later that night I had a dream about my dad and my good friend's father (good friend:  Anakin) who recently passed away.   Anakin feels like he didn't do enough for his father to make his father's life happier.  The guilt is enormous.  In the dream both Anakin and I kept traveling back in time to change our father's respective destiny.  No matter how vast our efforts, the outcome remained the same.  Anakin's father died.  My dad lost his battle with cancer.  Then a voice came through, gentle and firm, the voice of God.

The message:  We tried to send your fathers so many signs, so many messages to change the outcome of their respective lives.  All we wanted was for them to be happy.  They ignored us, continuously for the remainder of their lives.  Child, there is nothing you could have done.  We are here to support you.  We are always here.  Let your life be one where you follow your intuition, listen to your higher self, and listen to us because all we want is for your happiness.

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Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Circle of Women

It's always with a circle of women where I feel my greatest potential.

I had a fabulous evening full good conversation, amazing women, delish food and equally tasty wine and such.  Where else but LA will women organically sit in circle and discuss raising their vibrational energies?  It was liberating to meet people who were in sync with me, who feel the divine/universe/God in all its glory supporting them, with the conviction that life has purpose.  My heart needed that connection.

I also met lovely healers.  I've always been drawn to healing and sensitive to vibes, so meeting these wonderful women was what I was searching for.  I watched them heal.  I felt the warmth of the healing energy on my skin, it was comforting and nurturing.  I need to learn more about this.  I was able to tap into something.  I felt as if a gigantic neon sign started flashing in front of me

Reiki!

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Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Chance Encounters

I left for Nashville feeling depleted.  I was working too much.  I wasn't spending time with myself.  I was losing my divine connection.  Of course it was still there, just not as loud and clear.  I suppose I was losing touch with me.  Nose to the grind, just plugging away.

I reached out to the universe and said, "I need wisdom and guidance.  I need you."  And it manifested.

I saw live music in Nashville.  Seeing the musicians jamming with glee filled my heart with joy.  I was captivated by their enthusiasm and love for creating incredible sounds.  The vibrations entered my heart.

Then, I boarded a plane back home.  I sat next to a young lad.  I knew we were going to talk.  It was a feeling that said -- put away your nook, connect with people.  We ended up having this amazing 4 hour convo full of sharing, connecting and communing.  My god, how beautiful is that?  I felt this energy spread to the others near us.  We were in sync, in harmony.

I was at peace.  I was reassured that the universe supports me.  I was reminded to be present in my life, that the guidance and wisdom I am seeking from the divine is all around me.  I am surrounded by it.  The divine speaks to me through the workings of daily life and living.

There is no doubt that I am on the right path.  My purpose is just manifesting itself.  I'm ready.  I'm ready to dance with life.  I'm no longer seeking, I'm listening.

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Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Communing in Divinity

I miss the idea of what church could be.  Imagine a place to commune together, share ideas, awaken our inner divine... A place that helps us be better.  How awesome could this be for my girls and me!

Trust, I need at least a weekly reminder to keep my ego in check.  I need community!!

Some find this connection with others and the divine at Mass or church (or with a shrink/therapist).  "Church" is generally too traditional in form and substance for my taste.  And to be totally real, many of these independent spiritul type places not connected with a major world religion creep me out.  I watched one too many lifetime movies on cults.  Just sayin'.

I need a credible suggestion for community divine connectedness.  Suggestions (in Los Angeles would be even more lovely)? 

AK: Your suggestion for Buddhism has been duly noted and I will fo' sure check out!!

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Thursday, April 14, 2011

WWJS?

I was raised Roman Catholic (even confirmed dudes).  But I'm not really into the whole Catholic thing.  That said, some of my fave people are Catholics so nothing against Jesus or religion or any of that stuff.  It just doesn't really resonate with me.  But I would high five Jesus, for sure.  I think he is a cool dude, I'd peg him for a toker.



I've noticed that is' not hip or cool or even necessarily appropro to say things like "Don't ya know that God loves you.  Jesus LOVES you."  But it's all good to say, "The universe blesses you with her divine energy."  Blame it on the hipsters.  Jesus is like so 1985, universe is totally 2011.

On my death bed, I'll confess my sins and pray to JC.  But you won't find me at Mass on any given Sunday, even though I have every intention of baptizing my kids (option has value).   Maybe I should get them "baptized" in every religion -- Jews for Jesus may just be the chosen people, who knows.

All silliness aside, it's beautiful to have convictions and faith that help make you a better person.  I want in on salvation.  I want a direct connection with the Divine.

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