Day 29 & 30: L&D of my twins

I have pictures that clearly show the fear in my face prior to pushing out my girls.  I didn't have any confidence that my body could vaginally deliver two babies.  I was consumed with worry and anxiety.  I'm just not in that head space anymore.  I feel confident and joyful to labor and deliver my son.  Pumped would be an accurate statement.

I wasn't surprised that my past self didn't need much Reiki.  I've done the work already -- meditation, talking to my baby, sound bath at the Integratron, Reiki circles, etc.  It makes sense that previous-me was in a good place, because I am currently in an amazing place.

YAY!!!  Done with my 30 days, but maybe I'll do a few more for good measure;)

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